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Today marks one year since the day Theo was conceived. I debated whether or not I should note that here. I figure it might be a little awkward for Theo when he’s older knowing that May 5th was the day his parents were doing what no child ever wants to picture their parents doing – but I also think it’s kind of neat to know the day that you came into being. I’ll save you (and Theo) the details but I will say that Theo was no accident, we wanted our babies close together and I knew right away that I was pregnant. I was so sure in fact that even though I took 5 (yes 5!!!) negative pregnancy tests I was still sure I was pregnant (and I was!).
So here I am thinking back to this day last year and my little bear not being apart of our lives yet and I wonder how I ever felt complete without him. I am constantly in awe of these little people and my head spins a little to think that if things had happened differently this day last year, Theo might never have come about. Sure, we may have got pregnant the next month or even a year or two down the track but it wouldn’t have been our Theo and how thankful I am life happened the way they did. Happy one year existence little man.
p.s self portraits with babies is harder than it looks. Theo is wondering why the heck we keep running away, pressing a button and diving back in with him!

Well both of my children are surprises, but I love it that way. I’m also having a great time with it- really enjoying them.
I found your blog after seeing your birth video on your sister’s blog (cried buckets btw). My friend Nicole was your student midwife and gave me the link. When I saw the video, I realised I’ve met you also- at the home-birth rally outside Kevin Rudd’s office awhile back. I used to go to the same church as Hannah. :)
@Laurie Ah, surprise babies are the best kind! Priya was a surprise, and a rather lovely one at that!
Brisbane is such a small place. I do remember meeting you now! Such a small small world!
I’ve been wondering if Nicole ever got to the see the birth film so I am happy she did! Was she happy with it? I wanted to show her myself but she’d already moved on from the birth centre when I came back :(
@Georgia, Will do!
@Georgia,
Yes, Nicole loved it! She talked about loving your family a few times to me before I connected the dots. I think she only has a few weeks left till she graduates too.
@Laurie, That’s wonderful that she’s graduating – she’s going to be a great midwife, I loved having her at my appointments and birth. I am glad she liked the film too. I tried to find her on fb to see if she’d seen it but I couldn’t find her. Say hello from me!
This is great! I know how hard it is- I’ve got two who are very similar ages (DD 23 months and little boy 14 weeks) and I STILL haven’t got one decent photo of the three of us, self portrait or no! Well done Mama!
@Laurie, Thanks Lauren! We do have pretty similar age gaps between our babies, how are you finding two this close? I am really loving it but… I don’t know if it’s for everyone. I see you live in Brisbane too – how’d you find the blog?
I LOVE this one, its so nice to see your face in it also :) what a lovely little trio. MIss you loads, can’t wait for cuddles!
@Sarah McDermid, Haha, I normally avoid posting my face!
You’re be all cuddled up come July :)
@Jewel, Hi Jewel, thanks for your comment and kind words. It was a bit of a difficult photo to take and I tried to get Theo pulling a better face but it didn’t happen, I am glad it’s not as bad as I thought it was.